I saw you today, I can't clearly see you either you alone or with someone else.

  I saw you today, sitting on the table we used to sit for breakfast. We used to have that so called "pancake" and yea for sure it taste better with sambal.

  How I wish I am brave enough to just show up in front of you and say "hi".

   I saw you the other day. I was in the car looking at you sitting and eating. I wanna go out from the car just to see you and just pretend I don't care. But it reminds me of you, who doesn't really care. I told myself to stop being a fool. Then, I keep thinking about it again, "I wanna see him, I wanna see him if he's doing fine". I drove back after we got home, but I was too late. You left.

   I saw you everytime when you don't realise I was looking at you. I texted you saying "hi?" And I don't know if you already read it and you just ignore me or maybe you were too late to even realised before I delete it. I deleted the text, because I was too scared. I just want to.. to know, about you.

   Sometimes, there are times I regret knowing you. I regret being the one who always try so hard to get your attention. I should've let myself stand on my own and just ignore you, the one who heal me from my heart break, the one who makes me believe in chances.

   Too bad, I can never regret you. I can never regret for all the things, the moments, the places and the time we spent.

    Nothing can bring us back, because we never really want to try to work it out together. You looked fine, and I am too, soon. Everything os going to be okay.

  Take care, big guy.